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about me

One day, I'll make some guy (the right guy) extremely happy. I know that because I'll dedicate my life to it :) That, however, is a two-way street.

Let's see... I'm mid-thirties (though people often seem to think I'm still 25). I'm very intelligent (somewhere around 140iq). I'm highly creative, been an artist for most of my life & I'm creative lead for a marketing agency. I live alone in my own place with a cat. I'm super honest, always tell the truth no matter how scary or difficult that may be. I refuse to play games with people. That includes dating too. I just was not born with the ability to play hard to get. I will always say what I want and mean what I say. Most people think that's awesome in theory; in practice, I get told I'm too intense. I don't get it, frankly. a vast majority of guys would prefer to be toyed with & manipulated by a woman because they somehow think it'll be worth it in the end, but I've witnessed it sooooo many times & yeah, those kinds of girls are *never* worth it. They screw with men's heads. Anyway. I'm very self-aware & perceptive. I'm very loving and somewhat affectionate toward almost everyone in my life & even strangers too. I'll almost always put someone else before myself, even enemies of mine, but I will stick up for myself if I think it's right. Inversely, if I'm wrong, I'll be the first to admit it or at least explore the possibility. I'm a loner & an outsider but I'm okay with that. I won't just go along with what everybody else says just because I need to belong. Er, what else? I'm Eurasian, average height, average weight for my age (what is average anyway? I hate that question. I'm a size 12-14). I work extremely hard but I'm lazy at home to offset that. In my spare time, I love watching DVDs, reading books, creating art, having profound conversations over coffee. I'm open to other things too. I have good taste in music, my friends are genuine & real.